2011 m. vasario 17 d., ketvirtadienis

I could be really defensive

If someone asks me a question like “So do you wear contacts just because you like them, not because you need them” I right away take it offensively, even if they’re just asking a question & I know its a flaw of mine, but I’ve been trough shit that has made me that way. Before, if someone asked me a question like that I’d answer it normally, but I’ve been trough situations where the person is trying to humiliate me with questions and snide comments like that in person and in real life situations and of course on the internet, that has made me so defensive like that. I try and control it at times to not come off like such a bich, but its just one of my flaws.


Lil Kim is a damn fool.

I know everyone is going in on her, but its because the bitch doesnt stop she just gets more pathetic and more pathetic, first she comes out with black friday  and its okay okay kim we get it , you dont like nicki. But now she making a damn full mixtape dedicated to how Nicki is jocking her, so we get it you mad cause Nicki has similarities towards you, you are you and she is Nicki, you’re insecure because she getting crazy fame right now & you aint, thats how the game is. You dont see hilary duff hating on Miley and Madonna hating on Gaga, just get over it…. shit man.
I honestly like Kims music but now she just a fool, like nicki said she could have gone down as the first to do it & the queen now shes going down as a sore loser

2011 m. vasario 9 d., trečiadienis

All these fakes using my pictures dont phase me, you’re all annoying but thats it

At first It really bothered me now Im like
you can take all the pictures of me and post them on all the websites, you can have over 2,000 or more friends on facebook while using my pictures
but you’ll never be me, you’ll go to sleep in your bed with your life and its sad that you resort to the internet to try and be happy with yourself
at the end of the day Im the only ME, and you’ll never be me 
and I dont wanna come off like a bitch, im just being real.


2011 m. vasario 7 d., pirmadienis

Summer.

Im so happy about this summer, Im really looking forward to it. Even though last summer was surprisingly great, I cant wait for this one. My parents have always been strict, like my curfew is 10pm, I cant just be like “hey mom im leaving, bye” that doesnt work lol I need to tell them where im going, who im going with, is the person that going have a licesense, who is this person how did I meet them, if its all guys they start bitching at me for why its all guys, if they dont like who im going with or dont “approve” of them than forget it its over. So its pretty hard to keep them happy, so this summer ill finally be 18 and although of course im not going to be some hardcore party person because thats not even what im trying to do, ill be happy that I wont have such a load on my shoulders about being out after 10 lol. Im sure they’ll be more cool with it too, as long as im not going overboard coming home at 5 -_____- but ive never done that so yeah, and I really dont plan on it


2011 m. vasario 4 d., penktadienis

I’ve never been picky with boyfriends, but next boyfriend I have

  • You need to have good music taste
  • Funny, thats a must
  • Hyper, act stupid in public. It’ll make my day
  • Have a car….please. It doesnt need to be bougie, just have a damn car…with gas
  • Have a job, I dont care if you work at mcdonalds, just have a job or at least be trying to get one
  • You have to make time for me, at least see me once a week
  • Dont kiss my ass….just be real with me. If I look ugly, tell me I look ugly in that shirt
  • You cant be needy as hell, I cant be on the phone for 2 hours everyday, who has time for that shit anymore
  • You cant have a problem with me going out with my friends or smoking weed, If you dont do it, thats fine but you cant be objecting to me doing it
  • Get along with my sister, you dont have to be friends with my friends but itd be cool if you’re cool with my sis

2011 m. vasario 3 d., ketvirtadienis

Most girls are annoying

im including myself, we think we want a sweet good looking guy. But we really dont, we want a cute good looking asshole that will make us chase him, we get annoyed if they’re too nice and we get mad if they’re not nice enough
we probably are just not even ready for a relationship, why worry on that. Its your teenage years
this is why I have decided to be single until im older, sure i’ll like guys and have crushes and probably kiss and stuff but I dont want to get involved in the relationship part, because I know its probably not best for me right now


2011 m. vasario 1 d., antradienis

You don’t got to lie to kick it.

I wish some people just understood  that shit, if you have fucked 10 guys and you’re 16 years old, own up to that shit and I will respect you for being honest. If you are a slut and you can admit it, or have had a slutty past and you own up to it, power to you ! If you dont smoke or drink, gr8 ! just be real. Thats it, if you love makeup and you love wearing it than say that. I understand why people get scared to be completely honest, because they don’t want to be judged but truth is you’re always going to be judged, its better to be judged for whats real than whats fake. People now a days can tell when you’re faking and its not attractive.